Atrophy vs Entropy

Thoughts thrown randomly at the walls
and nailed back into place
recovering the pieces lost
from the wars raging behind a calm face
Abhor the vacuum
So nature fills the void
Not with the tranquility longed for
But with the entropy of a mind devoid

Tragedy strikes
When mere tremors grow
Into complete mental collapse
And the downfall of reactions occur
Giving way to utter negative relapse

Knee jerks and spinal tap
Functioning on an involuntary level
Perhaps guided by a light misguided
Do we dare hope for a repose
Or do we surrender to an inevitable cranial dispose?
The question is but a trifle among the tide
Cradled in the eye of the vortex
Of an infected inner-cortex

Amidst this harmonious discord
The chaotic calm before the storm

Disconnected emotions surges spoken word
And hurt courses through the ones linked at heart
Screaming yet completely silent
Morally correct yet decadent

Doomed to a life of pseudo-intelligent depravity
Doubting all but self-standing gravity
With only this verse self-explanatory
Showing any semblance to sanity

Destined to suffer rapid rational decay

Severing all desires of salvation away
And as i raise the scalpel to my mind

I'm convinced that atrophy is the only way.